Friday, August 22, 2003

just got back from a little cycling lo, went to service my bike a little. i guess i had to lo. the brake were worn out liao and i had a little trouble with the chain and the grips. its all done now, it practically purrs.

yesterdae had my trt attachment to the tanglin police station, it wasnt a bad experience and opened my eyes a little bit, mohd sultan and boat quay and clarke quay were full of excitment at nite. well, the attachment ended at 4am and i'm still a lil tired from all the excitment. but i cant slp now already. i may be going cycling with one of my frens later at the skate park, hope he teaches me a few things lo. hope it will be fun.

toothache comin back lo, damn it man, sometimes i feel so exaperated with my body, it suxs totally. but den again i broke my own record, i actually ran 9'41 for my 2.4. that gave me my gold for ippt, i had marksman for shooting, 89 percent for overall bearing and turnout, which includes drill assesment and other stuff. i passed my law exam, soc, first aid, t-baton and police unarmed tactics.

in all, i was .02 marks away from being the best trainee. how unreal is that. totally unbelievable. i was actually hoping that i got it so that i can make my parents proud of me, coz if i got it, i would be going up on stage during the passing out parade to take a award, den ns life in the police without ocs in the army wouldnt be so bad afterall. but now, fuck it. fuck decimals and decimal places. played out by a near nothin .02. i better go and fuck myself.
gilbert at 11:31 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}